this is a note for myself and people like me who may have at some point begun to feel a growing hopelessness, who may have asked for that void to be filled and who may have not understood at all. there are some signs which are waiting for us on the journey we have taken. we are too afraid to read them. how then can we ever be guided? to understand, please read/listen/recite: surah Fussilat, verses 49-54. http://www.recitethequran.com/41:49